Everyone thought that i'm tough and independent to work and surviving all the way far from families and friends... But who knows how many times i cried for this, how frustrated when im in troubled and no one to talks to, no one to hang out with ... Talks? Yeah, thru texting... But doesnt helps alot u see... After finish texting, here comes the feels again... I took almost half year to overcome all this shit feelings, at least i won't walking alone on the street and cry suddenly for nothing, i wont looking at the moon and cry for no reason, i won't eating alone and cry suddenly for missing frens and familes. At least i kinda used with it now. "Used with it", the term which i hate the most but never escape from it.
Whom understands me, u may know why i hate it.
Although i'm already overcomed the most hardest time, but i'm still a normal human being with sentimental heart feelings....
Yes, i am crapping and complaining again and again... But who cares, this is my space.
